So i’m dropping weight fast. But I know its not in a healthy way… and to be honest with you i’m not even that happy about it. Why be thin or “looking good” when I don’t even have any energy or and basically killing myself because of this ED. I look like shit, i’m pale, my hair is lack luster, I haven’t been able to have the energy to go to class or even do everyday things like shower. So Is it really worth the number on the scale? No.